this furniture holds me so cold
i can feel fever inside me
someone looks thru me like death
crawling with knives up her spine

once i could warm the eyes
but sad days they double
snowballs reach valleys
then melt in the summmer

wish i was here to miss you
but i went looking
fell off a love so big
amnesia fit snuggly and i....walk.....a shell that looks for a home......

wherevr your hearrt goes...when i call your home.....
isn't on your machine.... beating by your telephone....
oh i pretend that your voice still makes a purr....
with the voicebox of love..... i sing and i sigh for her....

i try to think as i falll a sleep of the times when you smiled at me.....
cuz i heard somewhere that if i did i might get that dream.....
i slept hard and when i woke up my memory was gone....
i know you were there til the struggle...then i woke all alone....